Hate or Love

Well, to some of u may know why i ask myself this.
I dont know why i hate my dad so much but still i love him.
How much my dad love me?
Sad case, my shoe 'rosak' last week and i wanted to get a new shoe,
but he said what for? you can use super-glue to fix it.. i like wth?
and
my mobile phone came from china ! holy sh!t.
I told he i want to sign up to a gym and he said what for? you can stay at home and exercise,
gym dont even cost that much but my sister got her teeth done and my dad ok with it
and it cost like what? rm6k++ and she got bloody new Nike shoe ok lar wtf.